Undecided

Currently undecided about how I feel about this certain individual, wish things all made sense, feel like I am in a big hole, no not a hole, a world win of emotions, well Idk I reslly ummm I guess I am fine, yes, really, I am fine, I wish I were on an island somewhere, on an island of my own, I think I should write all day, write about all of the wonderful ideas that come to my mind, like the way I feel when certain people say things to me, or when they say the wrong things to me, or the right things to me, in the beggining I wanted this blog to be polished, I mean I wanted it to be as proffesional "looking" as possible. i think I have the ability to write,can I get better? Yes, but only with time, I think the things that go on in my life are worth listening to. I would like to make a subtle approach, I will start blogging about simple topics, sort of as something to get my creative juices flowing as well as provides people with a taste of what I am capable of doing.